Have you ever died in a dream, Connor?
I don't know about Connor, but I have, or rather that I was going to do so. Although it was a very long time ago, probably when I was about your age, I remember it vividly.
I was standing in the livingroom of our house and I had a revolver in my hand. I remember thinking (in my dream) - 'I wonder what would happen if I shot myself?' So I did just that, shooting myself three times in the heart. I then ran into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I could see the three bullet holes in my clothes, although there was very little blood, and then I started shouting 'I don't want to die! I don't want to die!' - and that's what I was shouting when I woke up feeling absolutely terrified. In fact it took me a few minutes to begin to realise that it had been a dream. SCARY!!