In this world, people literally dont give a monkeys about your story. You focus way too much on your reasons, excuses for having to act the way you did.
Look at how I became labelled as stubborn, just by Mark mentioning it a couple of times it goes to 'no smoke without a fire'. Thats the real world, noone cares if youre right or wrong, they see you going off on one and thats what they remember.
And worse its all associated with the decision to give you special trusted status.
Look, you misjudged my mood tonight, so I'm clearing things up. I'm not making excuses. In fact, I'm being pretty reasonable, given that both you and Neil keep insisting that I was flying off the deep end.
I don't get you sometimes. One minute you are reasonable in PM. The next minute you're confrontational in the forum.