Sad and tired.
My granny died a couple of days ago,and it was her funeral yesterday.It was a very long,sad day,and very tiring-saw an awful lot of relatives I hadn't seen in years,and met even more that I never knew existed!But then after a good night's sleep I felt ok this morning,and for most of the day,even when we went back to her house for a bit.But the sadness has kind of hit me a bit again now.I'll miss her a lot,she was a wonderful person.
I can relate. I lost my granny to cancer a year ago last Saturday. I hope you are well. Hold your head high, thats what I did.