Also I forgot to mention, I seek no attention and in the 16 years of being on this planet have never wanted any attention. You may not know this but I have a confidence problem that is much worse than it sounds. If I seem a little full on and obsessed its because I feel its a way of forgetting I have a confidence issue. Thank you for listening.
You will be fine when you grow up. Everyone goes through this stage and it does get better.