I've never broken a bone, the first film I ever cried at was the Little Princess I was 7, and I have no tattoos or piercings.

No new question? come on people!

New question: Who was the first 'serious' person you went out with, where did you meet and how long were you together? you can come up with your own definition of 'serious'

His name was Ben, at met at school in year one (aged 5) and god knows how long we were together!  A couple of weeks maybe??    Dunno, I barely remember.

Neil, it was a joke, I hadn't bothered to read the whole thread, so yeah I'm ill informed. Shoot me.

Nooo leave the title as it is, just ignore people like me.

Okay.

Even though my first relationship was earlier on, the only one I actually first 'fell for' if you can call it that was this one.

His name was Daniel, I used to go the Chapel round the corner from my old house, he also went. Our older brothers were best friends, so we gradually got to know each other. Although he was two years younger than me, he acted alot older. We went to the same Primary and Infants school. At first we were just friends, but around the age of eight, I think we started to realise oh hang on. He was my first kiss, like I said round the back of the chapel. A regular holiday with chapel to this Hall for a weekend, and we would walk round holding hands and just awww, he was lovely. I would get bullied by my class mates in primary for going out with someone two years younger they would say "Do you change his diapers" and after much peer pressure, I ignored him in school, and would only talk to him outside of school, in chapel. He used to get annoyed with me, he got a new girlfriend, and I used to stare at him from across the playground. Then I hit secondary school, for a whole 6 months I went out with him without telling any of my school friends, because I knew what they would say. Then, they found out about it, they saw us together, and again I stopped seeing him. I then got my second boyfriend, Stuart. I remember walking holding hands with him, and Daniel saw us. I got a nasty e-mail sent to me that night from him. We didn't speak for a few months. Then we started talking again on msn, and we would phone each other, and still went to Chapel with each other, we both didn't go for God. Then we both grew out of going, and all that was left was msn. I used to talk to him until 10pm on a school night! It was shocking stuff back then. He soon stopped talking when he got into secondary school, and we both wouldn't speak to each other when passing in corridors. Then when I was in year 10 and him in year 8, I heard that he'd changed. He was now a fully fledged charva, drugs, cigarettes the works. I used to see him, and he looked ill. I felt like somehow it was my fault, so I tried to talk to him again on msn, and I remember he said to me "We're too different, I would never speak to you in front of your friends, and you wouldn't speak to me in front of my friends, we can't even be friends." I remember I'd finished my Geography exam and was walking home, he rode past me on his bike and hid a cigarette behind his back mid-smoke, he smiled at me.

You know one of those people who you just find it hard to let go of? I feel like it was my fault with him, and I could have helped him... but then I just don't know.

I seriously cannot believe I just shared all that! I need help...

Wow, thats a long answer!

I can understand that  But don't worry about it, people change with time.